Yeah, I've beeen watching Kimora Life In a Fab Lane on E! lately.

And yes, how I wish my life is like that.

Someday~..aminnn.

Anyways, this month my family financial hits rock bottom. By family, i actualy meant me and hubby..hehehe..

reasonnye? Kiteorg lose our case saman Bill Gates in which he claimed kiteorg porak perandakan vista software dia pasal vista kt laptop ni dah weng..kehkehkeh..!

xdelah..adalah sobab2 kemerosotan ekonomi kiteorg lately. tapi, apa yg ada masih mencukupi..nak shopping 2-3 round kt Parkson pun cukup..cuma...figure dlm bank dah x besh sgt.

Which membawa kepada topic seterusnya.

How are we gonna cope with having our baby soon? I know org lain with less household income managed to get through but, it's our family I'm talking about here. The Royal Family. We are  supposed to be living in the fabolous lane, I'll settle for nothing but fabolousity! hahaha..terpengaruh dah ngan Kimora nih.

So what if i want only great stuff for my family...? they are my biggest most valuable asset and I want only the best for them. I want my hubby to wear Lacoste, my baby wears OshKoshBGosh! and me wearing ____?..Actually, I could not care less abt clothes labels. They are over-rated. I care only about good branded products other than clothes. Mcm the best brand for kid's strollers, carseats, milk bottles anything and everything on children stuffs.

However, to my dismay, my survey proved that the best quality = huge some of money.

Since i dont really buy stuffs for myself, I've been able to save not to say a lot la..tp oklar..cuma bila pikir2 balik, i could have saved a lot more if i tinggal di KL.

tgk ek:

Skarang  (monthly - combined income+expenses-roughly la..) :

Sewa umah Labuan - 600
Kereta Labuan - 600
Petrol Labuan - 200
Travelling back and forth to Labuan-KL-Kertih - 1000
Bil2 Labuan - 250
Misc Labuan - 150
Umah KL - 1400
Petrol KL - 100
Bil2 KL -200 + 200
Misc KL - 150
_________________

RM 4,850.00 /month which left us abt RM 1K++ shj utk bg mak + other expenses cam baju baru, dvd, tgk wayang, popcorn, jln2 kt Tesco .

ok..skarang mari kite tolak semua kt Labuan tu. Jadik RM 2,050 + 50 tambang hubby gi Kertih. Katelah gatal nak bawak balik Vios tu..jadik RM 2,700.

RM 4,850 - RM 2,700.00 = save dlm RM 2,150. byk tuuu utk savings per month.

Tapi apakan daya..dah takdirnya hidup begini..org kate kerja Borneo gaji banyak pasal dpt allowance..note; only applicable kepada mereka yg tak payah travelling. for those yg hubby/wife duk jauh, unless you are the CEO/SM/manager yg kerap kali travelling on company's fund, jgn mimpila dpt save ribu2 ringgit. kalau sanggup sacrifice tak jumpe bulan2 mungkinla boleh,but u still got two houses to maintain.

duit tak dapat beli segala-galanya..tp kita perlukan duit right? well, it's not just abt the money. It's the satisfaction that u get from job you're doing, the kind of life you have to live as a result of marriage yg dipisahkan oleh Laut China Selatan ni, and also the people that you need that could not be here for you due to the distance...

what if i'm not satisfied? What if I dont like this life I'm living right now? What if i really need those people to be here for me right away when I need them?

so how? continue living like this for God knows how many more years and end up with little savings and a miserable life or make that one choice that will ultimately change everything?

I know the answer. That Baker & Hughes thing sounds tempting..

XOXO - Gossip Girl