Last Friday, Sep 14th, I decided to do it.....and i did it my way~~~

I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten... :)

I break tradition
Sometimes my lies
Are outside the lines
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way.....

Ive been tagged oleh Along & Sitinur (hehehe, Sitinur tagged me a long time ago...hehe..asyik xder idea nak tulis ape)

Before I start, I should warn u..i'm damn sure there's nothing interesting abt me here. So prepare to yawn~

♠ Post these rules before you give the facts.

♠ List 8 random facts about yourself.

♠ At the end of your post, choose (tag) 8 people and list their names(linking to them).

♠ Leave them a comment on their blog letting them know they've been tagged!

Fact 1: I have tahap silau mata yg sgt tinggi

I have to wear high-index lenses due to this. And I can't see at night esp while driving kerana lampu2 kereta dr depan akan memanah mata ini dgn kejamnya.  Being rabun myself plus lagi the fact that mata ni bersilau, i have to wear very thick glasses. To reduce the thickness, I have to buy the high-index lenses. Which I did, at a cost reaching RM500 (for the lenses) only. My previous frame only cost me RM80..tp total specs harga RM580. Haritu frame itu patah. Luckily, my generous little sister bg frame Made In Japan dia kt I~..hehehe..slamat duitku~

Fact 2: I can't enter a bookstore without buying at least a book/mag

I'm that bad. But I never regret buying the books atho I seldom finish reading them. It's a peculiar kind of satisfaction. Only geeks like me would understand. hehehe.

Fact 3: I don't eat chocolates/ice-creams/durians/anything that's too sweet

I can't take anything sweeter than 2 teaspoon of sugar yg I slalu letak dlm my milo. Don't know why. I just can't. Rase cam pening je kalau mkn.

Fact 4: I never weigh more than 49kg or less than 42 kg (this fact may change over the course of the next 10 months)

49kg-during Form 4 & 5..Being 149cm tall, I looked a bit bloated then. I dont remember how much I weighted when I was in Form 1 / 2. But i do remember being called Doraemon, Tomato-Man and such back then. Tp xper, now I dah slim, secara naturale lg~

Fact 5: I hate travelling on planes

I hate airplanes. I hate when they hit the airpocket. I hate when the aircraft bergoyang-goyang. I hate when the lights in the aircraft tetibe lip-lap-lip-lap.  I hate not being able to see what's happening upthere. I hate the fact that I cant scroll down the window. I hate the smell of food in the aircraft. I hate when the captain says "Kami sedang mengalami masalah cuaca". I hate sitting with strangers in the airplane.I hate having to check-in early. I hate kena berebut tempat duduk dgn tentera-tentera ATM kalau naik airasia (I dont see y they are given the privilliged to board in first. Cant they just queue like the rest of us?)

Nevertheless, it is the ONLY mode of transportation from Labuan to Semenanjung. Unless of course, kalau I nak naik kapal layar la.

Fact 6:  I have very vivid dreams

My dreams are mostly real. I mean, its not really happening in the real world, but I could feel they become alive while I'm sleeping. If I dream about eating mango, I could taste the mango in my mouth. If I dream of my hubby touching my forehead, I could feel his hand on my head altho I'm sleeping alone. If I dream of having an accident, I feel the pain hit me hard. Scary kan? Or are dreams actually like that?

Fact 7: I must bathe before I go to bed

I've never skip my morning and evening bath since i was a kid. NEVER. Ok, one time. Last year. I was too exhausted after a company's event took place. But that was one time yg I tertido before taking my bath. Selain yg itu, no matter how tired I am, I must bathe before I go to bed. Geli lah x mandi~euww

Fact 8: yeayea..sudah last..ape eh?Oh ye..I have music in my head all the time

It is like I have my iPod playing in my ears all day. The thing is, I dont own an iPod. at least not yet. The music somehow stuck in my head. It could be the tune I heard on my way to work or just any random music i suddenly remember. I used to hum all the time. ALL THE TIME until my friend's dad ask my friend, " Is she always humming?"..huhu..When my friend told me abt it, I kurangkan my humming.  At that time, it happened spontaneously. Now I can control it~ tehehe..

So tu jelar fakta2 nyer. told u there's nothing interesting abt me. I should tag another 8 ppl but I'm too sleepy rite now and I need to take my bath. Can I tag some other time,pleaseeeee?

huh? I'm a quarter of a century old!

A BIG thank you to Zid, Naja and Sue who woke me up @ 0000 hours last nite to surprise me with a birthday cake!! I didnt expect it all!~ hahaha..lupe terus pasal my birthday today pasal ngantuk tahap transformers mlm td..

anyhow, today, i met our Tan Sri Presiden.. we had a dialogue session @ office siang td (no, i did not ask him any questions..I dont have any 'burning' questions at that moment)..:) he's a very cool man indeed..

Hari ni jugak i berdaftar sbg ahli cosway..sebenaqnya pegi cosway tadi nak beli biodegradable nyer detergent..since i watched Oprah with Al Gore last week (on the issue about global warming), i realized that each of us, no matter how small our roles are, could make and leave a huge impact on the environment and our Planet Earth. so, i'm starting to play my role by using products that are environmentally friendly...also, I had cut down the use of my bedroom's lamp in order to save energy. Lampu kalimantang kat luar umah ni mmg cukup nak terangi bilik tu while I'm sleeping. (i never shutdown my TV/my ASTRO decoder and my living room's 2 kalimantang lamp masa i tido mlm sbb saya seorg yg penakut esp. when hubby xder.. I cant help it...)

harini jugak i purchased that little samting. samting that WILL change my life, i hope.i wish & pray that it will be a positive change :)

I luv being a JULY baby and born under the sign of LEO. Grrrrroarr!!!

Alhamdulillah..finally after more than a month long of unstoppable activities, akhirnya I'm able to wind down freely doing stuffs that I missed doing for the past one month.

So many things happened .. tak tau nak start cerita yg mana dulu..

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June was filled with activity2 kt office for our company's 15th year anniversary celebration..my part just handle the exhibition-the design part je..huhu..so xlar byk benda sgt, but since at the same time kiteorg have to catch-up with our TurnAround deadline, rasa cam x cukup masa je..

The exhibition went well along with the other activities..paling tak lupa masa mlm dinner, when for the first time ever, i got to dance (salsa?) with my colleagues to the tune of 'La Camisa Negra'..hahaha..lawak tak hengat..dept lain semua perform something relevant to our 15th year celebration except for us..ekekeke..lantakla..janji kiteorg perform~and ENJOY!..i am proud of all my colleagues for showing strong teamwork and commitment despite our hectic schedule.. that time i realized that there are actually people out there who would always be there to support me/us..;)

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..30th June 2007 marked our 1st Wedding Anniversary..cant believe we've been married for one year.~.rase cam baru semalam kawin..ihik..xpuas lagi jumpe..setiap kali jumpe hubby mesti rasa cam dlm mimpi..pastu suddenly when hubby's gone life turns into a nightmare..hohoho...and the process kept occuring every month for the past 12 months and it will keep going like that for i dont know how many years to come.. yg pasti - i love him more everyday! :)))


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I was shocked to hear my fren is leaving our dept soon.
Rasa nak nangis pun ader masa mula2 org bgtau. Reason being:

1. y wasnt i informed earlier?
2. y did he has to go?

Then after much clarification during our pizza-eating session, i kind of understood y he needs to go..but i was a bit pissed that he didnt tell me sooner..on top of everyone else, i deserve to know..

anyhow, he told me, he did intend to go, but he couldnt get our head to release him, so x jadilar..

i feel bad for him (i know what it feels like to be in that position for so long)..perhaps he will get a btter position next time around.

Another shocking news which was the actual reason y we hang-out at pizza-hut that day was ___________________! huhu..it's a secret for as long as we could keep it.. only 3 pppl @ office knew abt it..not that exciting..just shocking~! hehehe

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walaupun aku ni bole dikategorikan tangan bangku esp dlm bidang bowling ni, tp demi semangat kesukanan , aku join gaks..ekekeke..me, naja, sue, zid and che marzuki unite under a team called 'Jangan Pandang Belakang'..as expected, we scored the lowest points despite being given handicap of 1200 points (300 for each girl)..harharhar..tp xper...at the end of the day, we all still received the certificate of participation..heck,it's the sporting spirit that counts!

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My engagement ring given to me back in August 2005 couldnt fit my 'jari manis' for the last 2 years..my jari's diameter is too small and rasa sayang pulak nak burn the gold so as to fit my finger nih..so i end up wearing it on my jari hantu which my adik sgt bengkek sekali kalau ternampak..(i know, mmg x elok pakai kt situ)..

so last Sunday, masa tgh jln2 kt Ujana Kewangan (again~), me and hubby stopped kt kedai emas nih..kiteorg tanya apek tu, ley tak kasik kecik itu cincin cos i really really wannna wear it on my sweet-little-finger..Apek tu then put something like pendakap silver on the ring, and walla! it fit perfectly on my finger! heehuu..and just in case i get plump in the next months/years/(hopefully never), the pendakap is of adjustable type and could also dibuka if i no longer need it..

cool~slamat my emas~ bling-bling!

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If u know me enuff, u'll know i'm a person yg sgt cepat mearasa bosan dgn persekitaran yg sama..As much as i can live with the oh-so-boring town with the oh-so-boring atmosphere, i could not let my house be the oh-so-boring kind oso..

so, yesterday me and hubby rolled-up our sleeves and start moving around cupboards, katil,penyangkut baju, carpet and all, and re-invent the looks of our 3-room not-that-big-but-just-nice apartment..(oh, we only managed to change the deco in the rooms, kt living and dining still the same)..we watched oprah 4 lifestyle and get some idea on how to turn small spaces into useful areas for the family..

last2, we came to a conclusion: we will settle for a small house. just nice for our kids to grow..oprah & nathan was right..with your savings nanti, you could live in a large mansion or a full-furnished condominium..but realitiscally, how much do you really need?

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Today, we have 2 new family members in our home.

They are Tor and Tis.

The cutest little babies ever.

and today, i found 2 little adorable livings i could call my own~ :))

Thank you abang! it's the best birthday gift ever! :)))

Pesta Keaamatan adalah satu pesta yg disambut meriah di kawasan sebelah Sabah + WP Labuan. Pada tanggal 30 -31 May setiap tahun kebiasaannya menjadi tarikh yg ditunggu2 segenap rakyat jelata di dua kawasan ini. kenapa?


kerana..YABEDABEDUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!


akhirnye gue bebas dr cengkaman kerja!!...bebas utk pulang ke kampung halaman kerana kebetulan this year pesta keaamatan ni jatuh pada hari rabu n kamis, jumaat cuti besday agung..sabtu ahad weekend..so dptla 5 hari cuti..

so off i went to home sweet home up up and away to Kertih..only to learn that one of my closest family member is dying..Kiki was hospitalized the day i sampai kertih tu..x sempat pun jumpe dia , dia dah masuk ward...sob sob

sepatutnye pegi melawat dia but my kazen, Yiyi is getting married plak kt KT..so our family had to go there for some small preparation (sbb kiteorg belah laki je so x byk songeh sgt)..hohoho..so off we went to KT..Yiyi at such tender age (21yrs old) married his lovely girlfriend, Hafizah @ Natasha (also 21 yrs old)..i couldnt believe it, my family pun sama, even si Yiyi sendiri cam x caya..tp kehendak keluarga..apa salah yg baik tu dicepatkan, ye tak?

so dah kenduri semua, friday pun balik kertih...sampai mlm x sempat nak tgk cite sembilu kasih..wakakaka..apesal tah lately terfollow cite melancholy ni..sebenarnya aku geram tgk zetty yg cam tatau bersyukur..asyik nak marah hubby dia je..xperla..aku tgk je sambungannye nex week..

paginyer, as soon as i opened my eyes i heard the sad news. Kiki dah kembali ke rahmatullah pada pagi tersebut. aku sedih but redha cos kesian tgk dia menderita sakit..

pasti ada hikmahnya..yg pergi x kan kembali..tp mungkin ada yg baru yg boleh mengubat hati..

Kiki - a family cat. Mum took him from Yiyi's house in Dec 04..he was about 2 months old then..he's the most manjaest cat ever..ask my neighbours, they'll agree with me..

so mum took Kiki from Yiyi's house. Yiyi got married, Kiki died, we got ourselves a new family member - Hafizah.

'It's the circle of life thing' - Dr. House M.D.


On 2nd June tu jugek ramai my former varsity-mates got married.

CONGRATS to FATA + YANA ,  CHEAH + ALHAM,  IJAD + YATI, FAIRUZ (induction-mate) & BRIDE,.. chop2..i really cant remember all..lemme check balik my emails nanti yer..for those yg i termiss di sini, CONGRATS TO YOU TOOO!!!

jgn lupe melawat laman web di bawah -> Pick A Dress!

best2! berbekalkan voucer RM250 hadiah dr kompeni aku, aku telah berjaya memiliki sebuah mountain bike ala2 biase2 punyer je..

...and pada hari sabtu yg permai lepas,tepat jam 7.30 pagi, aku n geng - Harriet, Jeff, Un & Chrys memulakan expidisi sulung kami (except for Harriet yg dah masuk kali ke-4 kot join weekend cycling ni)..

route yg kiteorg ikut x sama dgn team lagi satu..team lagi satu lalu ikut belah ke selatan pulau labuan..we go north..ye ke x tah arah peta aku tu..anyways..cycle nyer cycle..kiteorg redah dr bedaun sampai ke UMS, berenti mkn soto, sabung sampai Carigali..turun-naik 4-5 bukit..akhirnye lengkap 16.4 km perjalanan kiteorg..penatnye, mashaAllah, toksah ckpla..the last 3 bukit aku sorong je beskal tu..kaki kejung..huhu...

pas balik aku melepek kt umah..sepatutnye gi opis ader something nak wat tp bile pk penat, aku kensel lah..layan tido lagi best..habis cycling haritu jam 9.30am..so ample time utk aku tido and wake up before zohor..hihihi..masyuk tido pagi tu dgn ujan renyai2~~

so, this weekend kiteorg plan nak redah lagi pulau ni..mungkin follow route lain, mungkin biasakan dgn route ni dulu..entahla..ikut ckp bos..tapi this weekend hubby aku ader..hehehe..kalau sempat , jumaat ni ley gi beli satu beskal lagi..best cycling ni..hilang tension aku~~ :)